The speech I'll be delivering, titled "Where is God in the Brokenness," is a deeply personal exploration of my journey through one of the darkest moments of my life—the day after my husband passed away. I'll be sharing the raw and intense emotions I experienced that morning, from the agonizing memories of his last breath to the heart-wrenching realization that my children would grow up without their father. The pain was overwhelming, unlike anything I had ever felt before, and it left me questioning everything, including who I was and where my life was headed.
As I recount these experiences, I'll describe the moments when I cried out to God, desperately seeking His presence in the midst of my sorrow. I'll share how, over time, I began to find glimpses of God's comfort in unexpected places—through music, quiet moments of reflection, and simple walks. I'll invite the audience to reflect on their own moments of brokenness and to ask Jesus where He was during those times, encouraging them to listen for His voice.
The speech will also include a symbolic activity where we will break pots and then work together to put the pieces back together, representing how God takes our brokenness and creates something new and beautiful. Through this, I hope to convey the message that even in our deepest pain, God is present, working to restore and renew us. This speech is meant to offer hope and encourage others to trust that God can bring beauty from the ashes of their brokenness.
