After years of coping with denial and pretending, I was done living as a victim of my husband’s pornography addiction. I was a survivor! Our marriage was on the mend. So why was I still such a mess inside? In Psalm 143 we discover God’s road map for restoration. As we walk through each time the Psalmist mentions his soul, we find 5 steps for freedom and how our survivor trophies only serve to keep us connected to the pain of our past.