Where were You God? If You really love me, how could You have let this happen? Will I ever feel whole again? Painfully raw questions from a broken woman in a place of complete hopelessness. This is my story of facing devastating events which resulted in going to bed for over 2 years, being afraid to go out of the house by myself and living devoid of any hope for a good future. Truthfully, I cannot call it living. It was merely existing and believing death would be an end to my pain. Through real life examples, practical applications and humor, I share how I went from having a grave tending mentality to living a life complete in Christ, with purpose and all consuming passion. And once again, life is fun.